Mai bolna nahin chahti

Bas kya bolu

Mai bolna hi nahin chahti

Kaash! mai kabhi galat 

Bol hi ni paati

Sahi hu

Galat ho jati hu

Bolti hu

Fir pachtati hu

Mai bolna ni chahti 

Kya bolu

Bas mai bolna nai chahti

Sach jo mehsus hua

Zubaan pe na jaane q aa jata hai

Sochti hu kaash 

Chup reh jaati

Chup ho jaati 

Sab bas seh paati

Kash keh hi ni paati

Aur fir kabhi nahin pachtati

Andar hai mere jab tak

Bas mera rahega

Bahar aa jata hai jab

Paraya ho jata hai

Kehti hi q hu

Apni dil ki baato ko 

jaise paraya kar deti hu

Apno se apno jaisa saluk hota hai

Paraya ho jata jo

Usse parayo jaisa hi saluk hota hai

Apni dil ki baato ko dil mein 

mai jo pyaar de paati hu

Bahar keh deti jab kisi ko

Vo samman un baato ko 

nahin dila paati hu

Isliye bas paraya nahi karna chahti

Kya bolu

Bas mai kuch bhi bolna nahin chahti.

To never regret, I don’t want to utter a word because untill it remains inside me, its absolutely safe….the time it comes out…it becomes a bad thing. Sometime my words are labelled selfish,sometimes vulgur,sometimes too hard to be digested by one who listens.

I just don’t want to utter the hatred inside me.

Atleast I never wish to do so.

But I don’t know why I always fail to do so.

Its actually so tough

And I always end speaking up😏

Huhh!!

 I wish everyone of you get that much of intelligence that you never have to regret your speech.

There is no one in the world who can keep your words with the same warmth you keep them inside yourself,the warmth will decrease,Paraya ho hi jayega yaar!

So, there can be no one so suitable who can hear your hatred.

Keep speaking love!

I know its tough and I wish it becomes easy one day.

Happy reading!

Yours loving warrior

NAINA